
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Balloons!! Pretty pretty :)
Life is getting so dreary and mundane. I need a perk-me-up, or something surprising other than things related to school.
It is thursday already and I have a load of readings to be done in preparation for midterms. Next week is going to be a killer week. :(
And I can't believe it. Psych paper actually has more percentage than psych midterms, when midterms covers like 8 freaking long chapters, and all we have to do for psych paper is to read an article and write a report. And it is double spacing some more. :/
Talking to beloved and steph on wednesday concluded that secondary school was the best time of our lives. And we are too bitchy to each other. Way too bitchy that we sound super mean to each other but that's just our way of conversing.
Every time I sit at my study table, depression sets in because I have no idea how to start studying for midterms. Readings are endless, writing the psych paper is mind boggling, and doing tutorials make me feel as though I'm wasting my time. I know I have the AJ teddy bear, a bunch of flowers and balloon at the corner of my table to cheer me up and remind me of happy times with the lovely people who gave me the mentioned gifts, but it is not helping at all. Not a bit. Just drank a bottle of purple Yakult in a pathetic attempt to chase the blues away, but it is not working. Rawr, depression depression.
I want a slowpoke too, like Twinkle.