And we don't believe it.


It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.
Hello there!
I'm blogging while waiting for the worldcup finals to start. Yes, this shall be the one and only match I'm watching, apart from the Portugal vs North Korea one which I watched bits of it at the Dallas Bar. Shall watch the finals and not waste Channel Five's effort in broadcasting it.
Well, just came back from camp and I think this camp turned me into Superwoman or something because I barely rested ever since the start of the camp. I'm super sleep deprived and yet, I'm mad enough to stay up to catch the finals.
HAHAHAHA yeah, I'm mad. Mad enough to call myself mad too.
And yes, after going for the camp, I realised how freaking far NUS is. Why must the two universities be planted in ulu places in Singapore?? The mere thought of travelling all the way to the west just to attend school every single day for the next 4 years of my life, is more than enough to be put off about entering university. And it adds on to the endless list of reasons why I don't want university to start. They should just build a mini university on the empty plot of land opposite my house! Might as well make use of the land right?
I think I'm repulsed by change and uncertainty. Fearful more than fearless. And the thought of growing old disgusts me, although I guess there is some beauty in growing old. Like gaining wisdom? But who needs it when you are young? In my humble, and very biased opinion.
And I haven't had much time to fully enjoy my break before school starts. So many things I wanna do and yet I don't have enough time!! This sucks ttm!
Okay, shall make full use of my remaining time!!
Ooh, wc's starting!!!