I feel like a fraud
That's a bitter pill to swallow
Sometimes just hits me right between the eyes
Everyone can see through my disguise
Who am I fooling
This was what Sabrina came up with during GP lesson in the morning, with Yanning and my creative inputs of course. Welcome to our world. :)
I'm utterly tired now. School is way too draining. I'm mood swinging too much for my own good. Despair and melancholy don't seem to be very far off. That's bad.
So, somehow, by God's grace, I survived this killer week. 3 papers crammed into a 4-day week. 2 papers on the same day, both testing our memory and our understanding. Not to mention the outstanding tutorials thanks to my bad habit of procastination and being distracted by other stuffs. I need to get out of this cycle.
Got the prelim timetable today. It feels so real suddenly, that prelims is drawing near. I hate this feeling of the upcoming examinations looming over me, because it means I seriously have to get down to mugging hard for prelims. Studying should be a fun process, but examinations robs us of this enjoyment. This should not be justified. Not at all.
So after school today, headed to town for a little while. I think I must be either too deprived of shopping or I just had to release my frustrations through shopping. I really like going to Ion. It makes me feel rich. And there is a lot of good food there. Like the delicious ice cream.
I'm really sad that my Forensic Heroes 2 is over. :((((((((((((
No more shows for me to look forward to anymore. I really really enjoyed watching Forensic Heroes 1 and 2. I like FH2 more because Charmaine Sheh and Kevin Cheng both starred in it and Kevin was so sweet to Charmaine in the show. I was smiling like an idiot while watching how he managed to break down the walls surrounding Charmaine's character and eventually, winning her trust as well as her heart. And at the last episode, tears threatened to fall, despite me watching the show once before.
You made the same choice twice. Is there any significance behind this choice or am I thinking way too much as usual?
Just the thought of Charmaine and Kevin watching their sunset, as in the show, brings a smile.
Sweet it is.
Sometimes, fantasy is much much better than reality.
I'm sorry I gave the cold shoulder. I just did not have the mood.
And then you walked away. Is it my fault then?