It's getting worse. I really really really hate it. Hate, loathe, abhor, detest, revolt against, disrelish, scorn, despise. You get the point. My head actually feel so tired trying to think of more synonyms. You have no idea how it makes me feel and how much I don't like it. Cut me some slack will ya? It's come to a point where all I want to do is get away. It is so suffocating at times.

On another note, it was sweet indeed. I was really caught off guard. But then again, expectance would just ruin everything won't it? It is the element of surprise that makes the simplest of things look ever so grand.

Sometimes, even though my head drives me nuts, I wish I can just live in it. The world in my head is a better place at times. Because I get to do whatever I want simply because I want to. It's my head after all.

And I wonder, if it was just in your nature or was it not. And if I have the answer, it will illuminate many things. It will either be the start or the end. A very thin line just separates the two. But it makes all the difference in the world.

It's gonna be a silent revolt (What an oxymoron). Until everything spills.

I really want to watch GG, OTH, 90210 and Forensic Heroes very much. I really would like to. Thank you very much.