Don't know what to make of it and that's causing a whole lot of turmoil in the head.

It's gonna be a long week. ):

I really can't wait for the school holidays, even though there is so many extra lectures and tutorials. And that formulates half of the mere 4 weeks of break we have. Nevertheless, this break is much needed, as it symbolises a total break from school, anything and everything related to school I hope. All except for studying, which is a definite must after my promise today.

Talking about today, it's no wonder why Monday always suck. Decision to be made, with many things to weigh and consider.

If making decisions are not enough, the added burden is having to keep to the decision that's made. It was extremely tough today, because I think I know and I think you do know too. I've tried my best. And that's all that matters. But that isn't the end. It was messed up. When I saw, I knew. It was almost like a repeat.

If it happened a week early, I might have been happy. But now, it's questionable. Threw me off path, engulfed by the darkness.

It just doesn't sit right and I don't know why. The guilt sets in when it shouldn't be there.

I really need to do my Econ Case Study and Essay outline. But I'm procastinating, and it is 11.20pm already. Need to focus and get things done. But my mind's just flying off. That's bad. Real bad.