The weekend flew by ever so quickly. But it was rather fun this weekend, amidst all the drama and frustrations.

Well, I'm glad to say that Sports Club 2009 completed the first ever overnight cyclethon for the environment!! Yay!! We did it, after months of preparations and disappointment. It was really fun and tiring, seeing it was overnight. I'll shall update more later, when I'm done getting all the photos and sorting them out. It was a cyclethon, but we all camwhored like shit, especially Xu Hao who took my cam to do the camwhorage.

To my dearest AJ 107 (if you ever read this):
You guys are the best group ever. All the slogging for two whole nights straight and hours spent at my house perfecting our wr. All the crapping, jokes and talking rubbish we did together. All the times we spent making fun of each other. Despite whatsoever disagreements we had, at least we maintained our group dynamics and synergy we had right from the start all the way to the day of our op. Remember how we were laughing and joking right before our OP even started? No one was a free-rider in our group. All of us did our part. Yes, we might have slogged like shit, our whole day circled around PW and PW only. But at least, we had fun doing so. WE had the corporation of everyone. Everyone contributed. Though we might not get the grade we feel we deserve, nevertheless, in my heart, we are the best group. No other group can replace us. We are the A group and we most definitely deserve an A for the teamwork, fun, joy and effort we put in. GOGOGO Aj 107. We'll all gonna do well for the A levels and show'em what we are capable of. This will not get us down, for we are strong. And we will make each other proud and show the rest the true power of AJ 107. (:

Having that sight imprinted in my mind, it was a total replay of the past, and what had been lingering in my mind for far too long. For although it is probably the mind into overdrive again, there is somehow a nagging feeling that this sixth sense is right, or at least pointing in the right direction. It is frustrating to define that sight, but it is just as frustrating to carry on as per normal. The onslaught of emotions is a heavy burden to carry, and it is merely the start of the week. It is no easy feat, it is just something all of have to do, while perfecting that plastic smile on our faces.

That unfairness, is evident everywhere. Many felt it. The anger almost everyone, who had the decency to think twice and feel for others, felt pretty much said it all. It is the ultimate, until that part comes in. The insensitivity and lack of shame is a perfect reflection. If you could have said it then, then why is your action the opposite of that? It's pretty obvious isn't it? No one would deny that, much less doubt it.

I'm tired of this charade.
It is hard to face it all.
It is hard to grin and bear it.
And, it is harder if you smile.