the vicious pw cycle begins. did pw from 7.45 all the way to 4pm. crazy or what. and, when i reached home. guess what did i do? pw again. pw is so draining. thinking of all the rubbish which no one actually cares. it is just for the sake of getting an A for this H1 subject. ugh

anyway, school is driving me nuts. it is like a clock ticking away, counting down the minutes until thursday, where u either make it or break it. your fate will be decided then, to be promoted or not. just the mere thought of the possibility, is enough to create humongous butterflies or a deep pit in my stomach and drive me to crazyland.

this is the madness of jc life.

these few days have just been another rollercoaster ride. my thoughts are going wild. an instant of pure joy can be replaced by a whole period of terrible sadness.

i love surprises. but the greatest surprise of all is that i was not satisfied. and this is the surprise i hate. what an irony.