HAHA! my pw group is so funny! napat and his "fears".
yeah. things have been like a roller coaster lately. with different waves of emotions within me. guess things are getting better. certain, small, subtle things make me happier despite the fact that we are growing closer to the first month. even small things people say, can spark off a whole load of emotions and memories. yet, i still have to smile, to pretend nothing happened. it is hard, but for you, i have to do it.
it's hard, but still.