exam is exactly 36 hours time. it is 1.10am now. rahhhhhhhhh

im totally unprepared. econs. there is so much to remember.

i think studying during holidays totally defeat its purpose. the fact that it is holidays means we get to rest. but what do we get? a pile of homework and preparation for mid years. if this is holidays, give me school anytime.

i cant wait for a levels to be over. some think the same as me. school is driving me nuts. im thinking about what my cousin told me last year. that poly is more relaxing and if im like him, sick of studying so hard, i should go poly instead. maybe i should have gone to poly but i know why im in a jc.

was reading some past messages. it got me thinking. things have changed so much for the past 7 months. what i thought was basically an illusion. it only brought pain and something that is hard to fix. it wont be like before. but the same message makes me appreciate my friends even more. xinyi, jon, clement and yizhen.

everything before was just an illusion. and i believe what i see now is the truth.

okay. i shall crash now. need to wake up in about 5-6 hours time