my mind is in a whirl now
i know im going around in circles
you wanted to make things right
but you are not doing anything at all
tell me, why am i still waiting?
waiting for nothing?

it's been so long since i updated. school will kill me one day. this stupid week is so tiring and it is only wednesday. been half dead since monday (how pathetic?).

THURSDAY

the highlight of last week was Festival of Life and the Resilience workshop because there were no lessons! the resilience workshop was such a bore that i fell asleep less than half an hour into the whole programme. and the whole programme was from 8-4pm. the only interesting part of the whole programme was the martial arts demostration, the tiger claw and prada bag part. other than that, i think i wasted 9 hours when i could be catching up on my tutorials. the only good thing about the whole programme was that it gave me a chance to talk to louisa. to catch up on stuff. and somehow, weirdly, there was only 3 of us when there should be 4. me, louisa, ginny and siewhui. it is always 3 of us together at max. never the 4 of us meeting up in school or smtg.

FRIDAY

3 of us only again. ginny, louisa and i attended the FOL on photoshop. it was fun and interesting. i had fun distorting someone's face. after the whole FOL (i ended at 12pm!! WOOHOO), i went home and attempted to mug. but ger came over and we started talking until around 5pm or so. by then, i was so shagged alr that i went to sleep. there goes a perfect afternoon to catch up on my work.

this whole week has got to be the busiest of all.

MONDAY

school ended at 5.15pm. had cheerleading until 8plus. reached home at 8.45pm. bathed and attempted to do physics tutorial. tried reading econs but i doubt a word went in. gave up and went to bed.

ended school at 6.15pm. had EXCO interview at immediately after pe. stayed back to discuss about the interhouse ultimate frisbee with wenhang until 7plus. reached home at 7.40pm.

Wednesday

didnt have golf today cos sports club had to play games with the visitors from vietnam and china. had pt first under the HOT SUN. after pt, wen hang and i were in charge of the ultimate frisbee station (surprise surprise). it was hard to explain the rules of the game to the visitors because of the language barrier. but the visitors were very enthu about the game, especially the vietnamese. the china visitors are so pro!! they didnt play the game before but the boys play much better than, sad to say, me! they practically dominated the game. but it was really fun. at the end of the whole thing, we went into the reading room and concluded the whole session. the vietnamese were very appreciative. they thanked us and started taking photos! some even asked for our email address and kept thanking us.

the week is really crazy. there is so much left to complete. im letting little things get to me. i need a break, a break from everything. i need someone to make my day, or at least let me end this week on a better note.