hmm. its been a while since i updated.

oh, i managed to make it for the 8.30am service at church on sun. i thought i wouldnt make it, but i did! thats good. YD was great as well. we played ice breaker games although it was kind of pointless since almost all of us were in the same class last year, except for xinyan and sarah.

today was a brand new start. in more than a way besides orientation. a new start of orientation, non-academic orientation and the fun begins. new class, new OG. hahaha. so now, im no longer in Pegasus 5. but in Cetus 6/ 1S15. games were kind of fun, but its the first day. its a change from the past 5 days of orientation. no more boirng talks and more games. hopefully it will get better tmr. my throat hurts cos of all the screaming. my voice is getting manlier, and its only the first day! i wonder how i will get through the next two days. but like jing mei (yes, there is a jing mei in my new class/OG, so lit students, im not making this up) said, girl guides can scream and cheer. hahaha. the OGLs are great so far.

CCA bazaar today. it was so chaotic. hahahaha. like the CCA Orientation 4 years ago, i was swarmed by a huge group of ppl asking me to join their CCA. but at least this time, there was no CO pulling. hahaha. i was sort of like bombarded by the Student Coucillors to join SC. and while i was filling in the form, they cheered for me and the 2 others who were filling in the forms as well. hahaha. that was sweet although they blasted my ears. and all the J2s were walking around screaming for ppl to join their CCAs, just like back in ZHSS.

its coincidental. i was reading a fan fiction story, where tuesdays was the day where the worst will happen. and somehow, its true.

i have had enough of all the crap,especially the crap u put me through. its time to put an end to all this. cooling off is fine, so is giving up. its both our fault i guess, but i had enough. more than enough. it wasnt supposed to be like this. but looking at things now, is there a choice? i have loads to say. they just keep flashing through my mind throughout the day. but i cant do it.

wet games and probably a sexier and manlier voive tmr. im kind of looking forward to it, the games part. not getting a sore throat. its going to be something different from all the past activities.
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