hello!

it has been ages since i updated. oops! hahah.. yah. but have been really busy recently. loads of mugging. nothing much happened.. let me see,

1. cross country was okay. it was my first cross country since p4 or 5. yah. in secondary school, i usually had road marshall duty or it rained. this time, i walked. hahah. it was fun, walking with sophia and ming ying. laughed a lot and ran a bit. we made that bit of effort!

2. national day was okay. went to watch fireworks with carine, cinny, sophia, xin yi, clement, oswell, aslam, ding yao, jian xiang and liming. fireworks were really nice. i love fireworks. very cool! =D the bad and horrible thing was that we had to squeeze through thousands of people and it was so hot. yah. but the fireworks made it worth the squeeze and wait. enjoyed myself. this was probably the last time i get to go out and enjoy myself without studying until the end of the big Os.

3. release of Chinese O Level results. did quite okay. ms tan made a long speech (long to me) and i didnt really pay attention to her. was too busy freaking out for my results. i had spent the entire day waiting for that moment to get my results. was counting down throughout the entire day. imagine if it was the day i got the rest of my results back? i would be dying before i get my results due to my anxieties and i m the third to get my results.

4. english oral was okay. ms ow tested me on the topic before so it was okay. the topic was kind of easy as compared to the other days before me. my picture discussion is a gone case and the reading and conversation was okay i guess. hope i can do well and get an A1 for english. that's my goal.

yah. these are the more important things that happened. how monotonous. oh well. it is just two more months.

how ironic it is that we cant wait for the O Levels to be over but the day it is over, it is the day where we are no longer students of Zhonghua and may possibly lose contact with half of our friends.

prelims are just next week and i m mugging like crazy. one day, i will go crazy with all these mugging. the teachers are not letting us off either. all the practice papers come flying in and it takes such a long time to complete the entire stack of e math, a math, physics and chem papers. okay. it is more of math papers than physics and chem. my table is consistently filled with books and papers that i have to occupy my sister's study table. i need to sort them out soon!

despite all my mugging, i still feel very slack and lazy. ugh! it better be worth it.

school is no better. time flies when i m in school with the revision and lessons. i usually get about 6 hours of sleep daily and i still feel tired. my eye bags are like expanding and growing darker. 2 more months!

time is just not enough. how i wish i can sleep lesser so i can complete more. it is best if i dont have to sleep at all and then i can possibly complete all my revision. provided my eye bags wont get worse. yah. i think i m too tired and stressed up that i m talking rubbish now.

the wonderful weekend is over and here comes a long week. the last week before prelims. fortunately, there wont be much SSPs this week (hopefully) so i can like mug all day. how exciting!

okay. i got to go and psycho myself into mugging and hope that my eyebags wont get worse.

bye! =D

ther e is no beginning without an ending. i shall leave it as it is. hopefully, it will be okay in the end. i tried. but it is just too hard.

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