got back our results... rather depressing... actually all are ok. expected to do better for both my math... but it is over... my chem is like boderline... actually, i fail by one miserly mark... then when ms yam said that there was a mistake n some of us were about to add a mark, i was whispering "cassandra, cassandra." n true enough, she called my name... then i was like, "yess!" so i passed... but i duno if i will pass overall... sigh... i seriously hope i wont have to go for re-exam. yeah... got back all except for lit. hope i do well for lit. if not i have to commit suicide... i need some As in my report book. and i m counting on my lit to give me one... haha. i m going to work really hard next yr in order to go JC. mayb i wont go... but then i m not sure either. complicated.

the most surprising thing of today is that i actually did much much better for ss than my history... n history is supposed to be one of my better subjects. anyway, it is really surprising. i did so well for ss. if there was no history, i would have gotten an A. but my history pulled me down. wonderful. i m going to work really hard for next year. don't want to have any regrets, like i could have gotten much better. i want to do my best and know i did well. and not do my best and realise that my best was not enough and i did not reach my goals. yeah.

oh well.