Happy Teacher's day... teachers' day celebration was fun...

went for saluting contingent n was in the hall... when everyone arrived, they all tried to wave n come n disturb us... haha... when everone was seated, the sec1 boys were making a lot of noise n they were even throwing a shoe around... then there was this group of sec1 boys who were trying to make me laugh... but i didn... haha... after the contingent, we had some de brief... the minute we were released, we rushed up to the hall to watch the performance... especially 2e3'05... their dance was cool... the rest of the performance was ok...

after the concert, the guides went to meet cherlyn to talk about guides... wad she said was true... that we should really be doing stuff that will help guides as a whole... after that, some of us stayed back to talk about other stuff... i think everyone was frustrated at the end of the whole thing... i dun want to talk about it.

after the meeting, me, carine, steph, yiz, ding yao, aslam n eric went to ps to watch The Devil Wears Prada... the show was nice n made me think. in this world, we want to acomplish a lot n at the end of the day, are we happy with the way we live our lives n treat the ppl around us? most of the time, we are too preoccupied with our ownself that we forget about the ppl around us n in the midst of accomplishing our goals, we forget who we really are deep inside. we may become someone we dun like unkowingly n it is only the ppl who really care for us who will show us how much we have changed. all of us change, for better or worse, but the change in us will always affect the ppl around us. so the moral is to be yourself n let change take place natuarally...

camp is tmr... i m torn... i want to go bcos it will be my last camp in sch but the camp will be crap bcos we will be camping in sch.. like we are not sick of the school. we go there practically everyday... ya... camp is also very last minute cos of the change in venue n we have to replan everything again... also, we will be having promotion by this camp. i hope it will not pull our level apart... we have enough problems alr. we dun need anymore...

for some reason, i feel so sian-ed... i feel like i dun wan camp to come but i want to go to camp so i can forget all my troubles... ugh...

it is difficult but i m going to try not to think about markers.

i wish i dun have to but i have to care. how frustrating.